Today marks Matthew’s 6 month birthday.

It’s amazing how much he has changed… and how much I have changed in such a short period of time.

I realized several months ago that what I imagined life would be like with a little one was vastly different from the reality.  I think Anne was much more prepared than I was.  However, I think that most women have a much better instinct for parenthood.  Likely due to the 9 month attachment they have – whether they like it or not.

The changes and adjustments I have made to my lifestyle – both mentally and physically have all been positive.  Looking at Matthew every day gives me motivation that I have never had before.  As if I don’t want to let him down.  For years I felt like I made decisions to make others happy.  Now I am making decisions that not only make me happy… but will have a lasting positive impact for not only myself – but also for Anne and Matthew.

I am looking forward to the next 6 months to continue to see all the growing Matthew will do.  I know that it will come fast and furious.  Just in the last few weeks things have changed drastically.  He is starting to eat solid food.  He is sitting up more.  He is able to tolerate more tummy time.  And…. he is likely just days away from rolling over.  I know that all kids go through these benchmarks, but when it’s your kid… it’s a big deal.

The best part of all these fast moving changes is that in just the last week Matthew’s sleeping pattern has improved.  In fact, it has steadily improved each night… leading up to the little guy sleeping through the night, last night.  It’s like he gave us a present to mark his 6 month b-day.

Tonight we go for 2 in a row.